So you guys know my post which was the "Slippin' Away" one. Yeah , the same girl. SHE did it again. She didn't trust me and decided to listen to random people saying I'm a bad person and yeap , she obviously believed it. She is a type of person that agrees to everyone without any evidence. BULLSHIT. Who the hell believes a person tryna split two best friends apart? You jealous or something? Why do you have to keep saying I was planning to hurt my best friend? Bitch please. You are two-faced. I hope you soon know what it feels like to lose a precious friend.
Next goes to my best friend. Well , ex best friend. So before the "fight" happened , during Science class , our Science teacher would give us this random blue/pink papers to write about the person you either love or hate the most. So I obviously chose the person I loved the most -.-. So I decided to give it to HER. And she was also giving her paper to me. So we were trading messages. Well , this is called "Love Letter". So we traded love letters. We didn't see what we wrote bout each other but I knew it was gonna be epic. I wrote stuff that really came from the bottom of my heart. So when we were done , we gave it back to the teacher so she would give us another time. So then we fought , and blah blah. So today , we got back the love letter. She wrote stuff that made me cry so badly. But her , she CRUSHED my paper and THREW it. COME ON ASSHOLE , do you have to do that? I cried , and cried , and cried. In fact , she did it right in front of my eyes. Like seriously. My heart was </3 but I think stood up and laughed in front of everybody else , hiding my pain. I was so sad , at one point , I burst into tears. Luckily I had my best friends by my side. Otherwise , I would banged my head on the wall until it bleeds.
The best part , when I was crying. SHE SAW ME. And she didn't do anything. I mean if I was her , NO MATTER HOW MUCH I HATED A PERSON , I would still go over there and ask. And maybe console her. But her , 3 things. Looked at me , did a face , ignored. And I cried even more. But then I realize , what's the fucking point of this? I'll just transfer school and get a new life there! Everything would be easier~ Plus I would have better teachers and stuff. I don't wanna be in a school where I don't get respect from people. As in best friends.
And now I know , best friends do go. And might never come back.
Sad teehee.
Bye :)
