Change change!

Deleting le blog.

Sensitivity.

The more I hate , the more I love.

HOLIDAYS!!!! FINALLY!!! I have been waiting for this moment! Exams are over , stress is gone! 2 months of freeeeeeeeeeeeeeedom. Well , I might sound happy but inside I'm just dead. Yeap , life just sucks right now. 

So you guys know my post which was the "Slippin' Away" one. Yeah , the same girl. SHE did it again. She didn't trust me and decided to listen to random people saying I'm a bad person and yeap , she obviously believed it. She is a type of person that agrees to everyone without any evidence. BULLSHIT. Who the hell believes a person tryna split two best friends apart? You jealous or something? Why do you have to keep saying I was planning to hurt my best friend? Bitch please. You are two-faced. I hope you soon know what it feels like to lose a precious friend.

Next goes to my best friend. Well , ex best friend. So before the "fight" happened , during Science class , our Science teacher would give us this random blue/pink papers to write about the person you either love or hate the most. So I obviously chose the person I loved the most -.-. So I decided to give it to HER. And she was also giving her paper to me. So we were trading messages. Well , this is called "Love Letter". So we traded love letters. We didn't see what we wrote bout each other but I knew it was gonna be epic. I wrote stuff that really came from the bottom of my heart. So when we were done , we gave it back to the teacher so she would give us another time. So then we fought , and blah blah. So today , we got back the love letter. She wrote stuff that made me cry so badly. But her , she CRUSHED my paper and THREW it. COME ON ASSHOLE , do you have to do that? I cried , and cried , and cried. In fact , she did it right in front of my eyes. Like seriously. My heart was </3 but I think stood up and laughed in front of everybody else , hiding my pain. I was so sad , at one point , I burst into tears. Luckily I had my best friends by my side. Otherwise , I would banged my head on the wall until it bleeds. 

The best part , when I was crying. SHE SAW ME. And she didn't do anything. I mean if I was her , NO MATTER HOW MUCH I HATED A PERSON , I would still go over there and ask. And maybe console her. But her , 3 things. Looked at me , did a face , ignored. And I cried even more. But then I realize , what's the fucking point of this? I'll just transfer school and get a new life there! Everything would be easier~ Plus I would have better teachers and stuff. I don't wanna be in a school where I don't get respect from people. As in best friends. 

And now I know , best friends do go. And might never come back.

Sad teehee.

Bye :)

Slippin' Away.

You are changing. Why are you changing?

When I met you , you were this sweet cute girl that I liked.

When we made eye contact , I knew you were the best friend that anyone could have. And your best friend from primary , I used to hate her. She used to tell me you're not worth it. I just listened but didn't trust what she said. 

Then came the guy , him. Him who you fell for. Him who you thought was cute. Him who used to make you happy in every way. I was okay with that , in fact , more happy cuz' I never seen you so happy with him.

One day , just one , he started kissing you on the cheek , and you were emotionless. I was confused. Forget bout that. After you got close with my friends , you changed into this demon. You left your own best friend to go to some new friends. Didn't you learn your lesson? 

I really liked you. You used to make me laugh , cry , angry. Mixed feelings :) A perfect best friend. 

Later , after 2 months , you became , this girl I didn't recognize inside and outside.

Who are you? What have you become?

From this loving girl , to a bossy brat?

Were you influenced or because you suddenly have the power? You were going around being a two-faced person. You think I don't know , damn , you're talking bad about me to the WRONG people. In fact , you're talking rots to rotten people. I just hate you now. You have the power to make me like you again , but now , hell no. I'm stronger than you. You're just powerful cuz' you're PRETTY. Otherwise , you would be like every other girl that I know which learned their lesson. But you , no , you did learn , but you just forgot. The best friend you left is the most amazing person ever. I can't believe I didn't listen to her advice.

I have no comment for you. I hope karma gets to you one day. AND DON'T EVER ACT SWEET WITH ME. You slut.

PS , I know this aren't my usual posts but I just really want her to see this. So she can avoid me.

Kthxbai.

Everything is changing?

LALALA , I know , just shuddup. I KNOW , I HAVEN'T BEEN UPDATING , sheeeeeeeeshhhhhhhhhhh. I'm so famous , aiya , people keep asking me to update my blog , cuz I'm awesome la! And you know it. Haizz , exam coming. De ew. Whoever who doesn't know whats De ew , its DIU. I guess only Chinese people will find this funny? O.o NO RACIST x3


Anyways , 
EXAM EXAM EXAM T.T Sigh , I'm so nervous until I cannot feel my ass D: Like seriously -.- I try shaking it , can't feel also. I have been studying since 31st August at 6:03pm. And it was SEJARAH. Stupid History , why learn them , not gonna benefit me also -.- No butthole would come up to me and ask stuff bout History. I don't get the saying "Forget about the past and go on to the future" IS ANYBODY LISTENING TO THAT?! Instead of learning bout iPhones or something , I'm learning bout how a noob became a king 11011293 times -.-.


Anyways , 
I'm just writing this shit for the past 2 minutes LIKE A BOSS. Lol , yeah. I'm shaking my leg , scratching my leg , and breathing. YES , BREATHING. Problem? You mad? Yes , I'm obsessed with Trollogy. YOU MAD?! Kay , I'm weird -.-. Sigh , problems problems. How to solve them orh? Become stone more better :P No , I wanna become shit! I wanna come out from somebody's ass. Oh , that would be lovely. I wanna be the awesome shit. Diarrhea. YEAH , awesome. I'm awesome like shit. Lol , that would be so cool. "Hey , I'm Diarrhea , but my friends call me Shit :)"


The hell? -.-


Anyways , AGAIN , 
Now get on with my point of this post. I have ADD , I get distracted a lot kay -.- Yeah , do you guys realize that EVERYTHING is changing? Like everything. And by everything I mean Facebook o_o , WHAT?! Facebook is my everything. That's why my butt became numb , cuz I never got off my comfortable chair. Hey , YOU MAD?! You're just jelly cuz I don't have a life and you do ;).


Kay , I wanna go pee and then continue chatting with awesome peoples.


Kthxbai.


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OH. MY. SMURF.

Well , as you guys know , last Friday I went for that thingy with Bing Hong , Wen Jie and Jia Hui. Well , this is the review of how it went.


Beginning : Awkward.................
Food Court : Sucked like hell. Jia Hui and Wen Jie were texting each other when they were just right in front of each other -_-.
Movie : SHIT AWKWARD , Wen Jie kept kissing Jia Hui , like wtf? -_-.
Bowling : Kinda fun since I had Jia Hui.
Laser Tag : SHIT FUN , haha.


So it was like ascending order , here's the thing. I was super mad at the couple cuz they weren't even making an effort to talk to us -_-. In the food court , they were like ugh. But then we started being comfortable during bowling :). But overall , I'm still mad at them. Cuz they were freaking annoying me and Bing Hong the whole freaking time -_-.


Anyways ,  
I have a lot of homework to do. Last moment homework xD , thats ME! I only do homework one day before school , haha , but don't worry I got it covered ;). I'm watching Ratatouille , idk how you spell it -_-. ANYWAYS , goodbye holidays , hello shit school. The only thing I like bout school is I get to see my friends. For teacher , books , learning , homework , ME HATE.


I have to go do my homework now. This is quite a short post cuz I really have to get back to my homework. Its 2:20pm so I wanna get it done by 6pm so I can go basketball :3 Kthxbai.


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